I'm so lost right now.

I haven't got a clue who I am.I haven't got a clue about anything at all.

I just wish I could look up in the dictionary the exact defintion of "Erza Efiera" and I'd be just that.It gets on my nerves how easily I'm influence.

I love you and I'm not expecting anything in return.I must be dumb?Right,of course.You said it.

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I'm beginning to wonder where I stand in everybody's life.Am I right on top of the list?Am I the last name?Or am I,simply not there or in a space long forgotten?It sucks to question somebody else's love for you.

But,it sucks even more to have someone question your love for them.Right?