You had me had "Hello,Erza".You're so happy everyday that it makes me happy.And,indeed,a touch was all it took.

Sometimes I begin wonder,when I'll ever actually get the guts to tell you that I just might feel the same.

Is it me or was there something really sexy about that full back bent and grooving on the floor to a super dope beat?

SUPER CR3W!

First off,
You're really pathetic and stop being such a big show-off.No one likes a show off.Especially not God.And so it is freaking sickening how you talk so much about your religion and do it quite the opposite.Stop telling people how many things you bought and how much you bought it for because you know why?No one gives a fuck.You could make a million dollars and lose it all and still no one will care.It's all materialistic things.And stop acting like you know every god damn thing in this world because you don't.SHEESH.

I cannot believe I've met both the female and male version of such people.Why must God make me meet them?It's so sickening.

On a much much much much lighter note,
I'm a happy child right now.

It's really disappointing you know to get your heart broken everytime by different people.It sucks balls!Aye Ya Ya Ya Ya.

Boogie Bots Crew!!!!!!They're super adorable and SUPER DANCERS!!!!!!!.Love the isolations in the beginning.Mike's booty shake too!Migs "hey girl hey" was hilarious.The ending,was of course,the shizzzzzzzz.

Okay,just wanted to blog about that.And...

I GOT ALL As FOR MY 3 PAPERS!Alhamdullilah.HAPPY CHILD,I AM :D

I got my iPod classic today!Happy kid.My dad totally surprised me!Muahahaha.I'm naming my iPod JOESAR!It's after one of my favourite dances.(See above video,guy in sleevless red t-shirt with the letter U.)

Okay,bye bye.

Okay,so I've just had my MDA lab test.Sucks balls.Got a 21/25 for MCQ.Guess it's not that horrible but I think my movie is gonna suck balls.GAHHHHHHHH.Nervous shit>: ( Especially for tomorrow.Getting back ELTECH and EG1 paper!I'm hoping so badly that I get an A.If not at least a B!GAHHHHHH ):

Changed blog song.Song is going out to THECLIQUE ♥ The song is called Tortilla Chips.And the reason why such a stupid song is dedicated to my beloved lovelies is because they know I love making fun of songs.HEHEHE.Especially with my dynamic (smallie) duo MARION TAN PEI NING :D HEHEHEHEHE.Marion,listen especially to the chorus okay?haha.LOVE YOU ALL.MWA MWA MWA!Meet soon homegirls!<3

OKAY BYEBYE.LOVE LOVE LOVE.

Got back one of my CT results today.Engineering Mechanics.Everyone knows I hate EngMec and was practically struggling my ass off for that subject.BUT GUESS WHAT!

I GOT A FREAKING A+ FOR ENGINEERING MECHANICS!!!!!!!!!MY FIRST A+ IN POLY!

*dances to sleep*

I hate how conversations have gone from "Hello honey,I miss you so damn much and I totally need to meet you soon and I love love love love love love you!<3333333 x10000" to just "Hey." It feels colder than cold but,it's something I simply cannot comprehend.Other than the fact that my heart is feeling absolutely empty right now,I have no other explanation for it.Empty heart is just a much more simplified and not close to accurate term of how my heart really is right now.

It's stupid how I'm easily affected by things and sometimes,I secretly wonder if people feel the same way that I do.If my bestest friend in the whole wide world simply replies with "Okay.",I feel a little bit more than dumb.I feel guilty.It's like,I didn't try my hardest to be part of the friendship and that he/she doesn't really give a damn anymore..This sounds dumb and ridiculous,but that's just kinda how I feel.So,I guess that puts me in a position whereby I'm an insecure person.

It feels wrong.It feels not right.It just feels damn right out of place.I don't think our conversations should be ending in such a hanging manner.I don't think our conversations should be ending at all.It's hanging everytime and I try to pick up all the right words to say to you and make sure you come to talk to me but you know what?It never helps.I'm sick and tired of trying.I'm sick and tired of me being your pleaser.Why don't you put yourself in my shoes just for a day?How would you feel if you were the struggling idiot trying to make sure this friendship doesn't ever fade?How would you feel if everytime you talked to your best friend,she just sounded so cold and simply cannot be bothered.

HOW WOULD YOU FUCKING FEEL?

I'm not emo and don't you dare say I am.Feeling sad because something is bothering you and feeling emo because of no reason at all are 2 different things.Thanks.

I hate how these holidays have made me think a lot.Like,really a lot.More than I ever should.Hah.

Today,I started wondering why I chose to do audio technology.I started asking myself,why of all the freaking careers,did I choose to work my way up being a sound engineer.Then,I realized.It was actually the second best thing I wanted to do because my first option was unrealistic,ridiculous and never going to happen.

Some adult taught me how to wave when I was about 5 years old.And I knew immediately my first love was dancing.Hip hop dance seemed really cool when you're 5 you know.(It still is to me.) Kept on dancing all the way till I was 11 and then I quit.For some stupid reason,I quit dancing.So in secondary school,I picked something else that involved performing.Band.I guess people will never understand that adrenaline rush I get when I'm on stage.I'm not at all afraid to get up on stage to dance/sing/play an instrument/host.In fact,I love it so much.So along the way,I stopped dancing.I stopped performing.Hence,my only other choice to be in the entertainment industry is to be "behind the scenes".I think it's going to be a really awesome career.I hope one day,I'd be able to say, "I fucking love my job!".I wanna be that person.Audio technology is hella dope.I'm going to be a damn good one,God willing.

Damn.All I ever wanted to do was dance!

The past few days during the holidays have really made me think a lot about things.Life .It's a strange thing.It's something that we know is so fragile and yet,we take it for granted more often than not.

I was surfing myspace and one of this girl's myspace blog was talking about a movie.The movie really got my attention.You see,this movie was talking about a transgender who got murdered at the age of 17.She died in 2002.A transgender is someone who was born male but had a female mind.The movie states that all fetuses are naturally female and that the male chromosome is what makes a person male, but it's a weaker chromosome.(So I guess along the way there were some abnormalities.) Note that it is different than homosexuality.

Gwen (whose born name was Eddie) didn't choose to die.She was beaten to death by her "friends".She underwent torture for 5 hours.Imagine being kicked,punched,hit with a barbell.She was kicked in the head so hard,she left a dent in the wall.Imagine you went through that for 5 hours.Gwen was killed simply for the fact that people thought she was different.Gwen's life was taken away simply because this people believed she deserved it.

When I watched some clips,I cried.I couldn't understand why they were so hateful.What made them think they had the rights to take away a life simply because she was different?And here is where I get to my point.Why do we discriminate others who are different?Be it homosexuals,transgenders so on and so forth.If you were to discriminate them based on your thinking that they're "different",wouldn't you be hating on the whole world?

I like performing on stage but you like to play a little basketball.Would you discriminate me because I'm different from you?Just because I'm not doing things your way,it doesn't mean I'm in the wrong.I'm not saying that I'm a homosexual and then I'm all up for president for gay pride,but I just don't see why we all just can't get along.I've got gay friends and I love them all the same.Because why?Deep down it's who they are that matters to me the most.IT'S NOT WHO THEY'RE WITH.They're not a second-class citizen.They're not anything lower than every single one of us.If you think that they're disgusting,then pardon me,but I think you're the disgusting one.You're living in so much oblivion so please,go and educate yourself.

We live in one world.And it's surprising how we tend to forget that no matter where we are or what we are or who we are.,we all stand at the same level.

We're all humans who are never perfect.We're all flawed,one way or another.

One Step At A Time By Jordin Sparks.

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

Absolutely love this song.Jordin Sparks is definitely someone to look up to (:

Okay,I'M REALLY SLEEPY.

PERIOD'S HERE AND I'M CRAMPING!

I've been getting some movies into The Ben (Macbook's name.Don't ask.). And,it's so annoying that I can't transfer into my hard disk which has all the while operated through Windows.In the end,I had to reformat my hard disk.I HAD TO REMOVE 10 MOVIES THAT I RIPPED FROM DVDS I'VE RENTED.Freak shit.I'm so frustrated right now.Super frustrated.Fuck it.The Ben still rocks my stinkiest of all socks.And my dad's windows based comp sucks.Muahahahahaha.Bite that biznitch.

(TBQH,I don't feel quite atas at all using Mac.)

Absolute hooked on Lupe Fiasco's Paris Tokyo.Such a sexy song.Yes it is.

Randee Wee,I think we should just forget about Sentosa date this June.Because everyone seems to be so busy that I don't think they'll make time.Hohoho.

Whatever.

Blog soon.Promise.

Everybody,keep listening to Lupe Fiasco.Because he's hella dopeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.And some of the songs,so sexy :D

I just watched a tribute video from this girl to her kaba modern fams.It was freaking touching and it kinda made me teara bit.With the song by India Arie.The group pictures and all.It reminded me a lot about 4s3'07.But more importantly,it reminded me about the bestest bunch of friends I've got.I don't know what I did to deserve them but,I've been blessed beyond words could explain.

I suppose it's true.Your secondary school friends are the friends you want to grow old with and ARE the ones that you WILL grow old with.I don't know why I'm like this right now.Kind of anti-social and I like to be on my own most times.But the minute I'm with the bestest babes,I'm like all hyped up and crazy and friendly and nuts and okay well you get my point.Shucks shucks shucks.

Okay,let's shut up about that.America's Best Dance Crew is back for Season 2!I can barely wait.Team Millenia got booted out for Casting ): Pretty upset about that man!They got 3rd for Body Rock 2008 and they didn't even get to the go past the live auditions.WTH!

Well,will end off with Team Millenia's performance for Body Rock 2008!

I've moved here.Miss blogger a lot.Hahaha.Okay,gonna keep this blog for a real long time.I hope.HAHAHA.