And for that,I'm a happy child.

I've been staying back at school till about 8-9pm lately.Studying in the library is good.And let me tell you,I'm mugging all alone.Oh yes yes.Not the Crescentian Efiera is it?But,today I've finally managed to kick EngMec in her butt.I'm going to pass my engmec paper.No no.I'm going to get an A!!!!!!!!! *hear me roar*

Okay,chill babehhhh.

I might be moving back to ciggysht.livejournal.com

So if I don't update here.You know where to find me (:

To give you an idea of what Mikoh and I have been doing....





Hell yeah.look at the dp.We pwned~~~~

Today school was...

Early.Gina.Wardah.Rush rush rush project!Bye warlahhhh!Project done.COMT.2 presentations.Or 3?Mmkay.Anything.IAC printing.Noobs in front.Wtf.45 mins printing.Felt like kicking printer so badly.$4.20 on printing.Angry.IAC.Last to present.Laughed for opening.Nervous.Comfort zone.Thank goodness.Video?Teacher loved it.Wants a copy.I happy!*dances around* No questions asked?Worried.Teacher don't like presentation?Asked.No worries,Efiera.No worries.School's out!

That was my day basically.And I've been so down lately that Mikoh gave me a 5 ah lian pictures challenge.I did it.Will upload when The Ben decides to be nice to me!

I'm feeling much better today.The past week was horrible but I started my day really well today.I will blog in words that you yourself have to put the pieces together.

Today was,
30 min wait.Stupid shuttle bus.Alone.Shiok.Joesar kept me company.School.Bridge.Omg,stupid thing.Engmec lesson.No brekkie.Teacher lied.Less than 1% only?Stupid.Hafiz and VR Man.Wtf?Wardah made faces.Laugh laugh laugh.Hafiz said "Mak aku pon boleh set ni question!(my mother also can set the questions.)" upon seeing paper.Laughed.Random singing during paper.Hafiz noisy.Shakes head.Khairul,version B?Also don't know.Lesson less than 20 mins?Whaaaaat.

Cake,morning?Good.Almond fruit top.Yummy.Eltech lesson .Not paying attention.Except some parts.Sang transformers song most times.Topic transformers afterall.Different kind.Duh.Walk out.Khairul,omg stupid face.Goodness.Yasser smile like ass.Wardah,Erza laugh like siao.Tako for lunch!WOO!Block 6.Entertaining.

Compro.Ah keng,ponteng?NO!Early birds.Oh shit,not here?Sad.Super sad.Oh wait,happy girl.Lesson,1 practical.Output.Poot poot.98/100?Fuck care.Project?Objective.Sian.School's out!

Home~

1] Go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random : The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2] Go to http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3 : The last four words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.

3] Go to http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/ : Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

(stole this from marion's blog,and so here are mine!)

Band name:
Department Of La Guajira.

Band album:
attained by the bourgeois.

Band album cover:

I'm so lost right now.

I haven't got a clue who I am.I haven't got a clue about anything at all.

I just wish I could look up in the dictionary the exact defintion of "Erza Efiera" and I'd be just that.It gets on my nerves how easily I'm influence.

I love you and I'm not expecting anything in return.I must be dumb?Right,of course.You said it.

/edit

I'm beginning to wonder where I stand in everybody's life.Am I right on top of the list?Am I the last name?Or am I,simply not there or in a space long forgotten?It sucks to question somebody else's love for you.

But,it sucks even more to have someone question your love for them.Right?

There's so many things I want to say that I simply can't.Let's forget that and digress.

Fridays are the dopest days at school.It's the most fun.Muahaha.AVT kids pwns everybody else's ass!Kenric was screaming "keling paria" half the time among other things during engmec lessons.Yasser was standing outside the classroom the whole time even though teacher wasn't inside the class.Hafiz got disturbed by me (of course calling him gay.MUAHA.)and he answered "kurang ajar(very rude!)" in gayest way possible.Haixing tried to lock us outside the class today.Told Aloysius to walk first cause "ladies first" and he said "THANK YOU!" in the most bapok manner.Laughed my ass off with Wardah in class (like,hey what's new?HAHA.) Dragged Peilin everywhere until she almost fell.And the finale,I fell in school today but thank goodness no one saw.Hehehe.

OKAY BYE.

Train ride was...

Southside.Alone.You.School.Crescent.Mikoh.Randee.Marion.4s3.Wait,BrokeClique?Broken.TheClique.LovedTries to remember.But,seems too long ago.

My thoughts were really all over the place.

Most times,I was wondering since when I've become so selfless.Since when I've allowed myself to be the one to give all the love in the world and expect not to be loved back.It's not me.

Or,was it denial all along?

Your hand brushes mine and a thousand sensations seduce me.

Right now,I don't even know what I'm feeling.But,it's something that I've never quite felt.It's no longer that stupid superficial teenage girl feeling.It seems to be more than that.Because,your personality is above everything else and I'm falling for just that.It doesn't matter what people think of you.

And,it doesn't matter that "we" will never happen.

You're really amazing.And it doesn't matter to me anymore whether you're mine to keep.Because,somehow or rather,loving you from afar and loving you secretly seems so thrilling.Not to mention,it makes me a much happier girl.Thank you for comforting me today when you knew I was down and thank you for telling me everything is going to be okay no matter how horrible a person is to me.It really helped me a lot.I don't even know how to end this.Heeee.

Don't worry bitches.Chicks over dicks anytime.You guys are still my homies no matter what!

I love being single.

I love you.

Whatever you fucking cunt.You think you're the only one who is fucking busy?HEY,EARTH TO BIATCH,EVERYONE'S BUSY IN THIS FUCKING SCHOOL.

YOU KNOW WHAT.IT IS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT THAT YOU'RE SO IRRESPONSIBLE.AND IT IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS THAT YOU ARE FUCKING CONSTANTLY FORGETTING THINGS.IT IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS THAT YOU SIMPLY CANNOT KEEP UP.

I don't fucking want to hear another excuse that you forgot you were suppose to do this you forgot you were suppose to do that.It is fucking annoying.Because you know why?During discussions you make yourself sound so fucking good and you think you should just take over this whole project but the minute you get the fuck out of the class,you simply forget whatever we discussed and fucking shake your legs.

YOUR FUCKING SON A OF A BITCH.I'M NEVER GONNA DO FUCKING GROUP WORK WITH YOU AGAIN.

Yesterday's party was the shit.Like literally.It was most probably one of the most horrible gigs/parties whatever crap.The first band was good so big ups to them.And the only other awesome thing was of course the DJ.Crowd?Sucked.Emcees?Sucked.Other bands?Sucked.Curry Sandwich?Good.Company?Fantastic.

So that basically summarized yesterday.

The week has been great and it's so sad that it's ended already.I've got ELTECH practical test tmr and that sucks balls big time.Hohoho.Exams are coming up.I owe tutorials.This sucks.I can't wait for tuesday to be over.And then,it's freedom from 2 projects.And I finally can get my butt down to revision.I want my As.

I love tutorial days the most! :D

I love you.

I truly understand this little cutie's frustration.



My favourite kid in the entire world. \m/

998 words

Speed test

I PWNED EVERYBODY'S SORRY ASS.

Today is most probably one of the most frustrating days I've had.

I AM EXTREMELY FRUSTRATED.MOTHERFUCKING IRRESPONSIBLE ASSHOLES SHOULD ROT IN HELL.

UGHHHH.MY FUCKING ESSAY LAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SoReal Cru.Week 4.Damnnnnn.Love the whole crotch thing with those 3 guys.Heh!

I've been spending so much time listening to hardcore hiphop.I think,I'm gonna be listening to some other jams for a looooooong time.

Random.

Whatever.

Bring me metal music!

I screwed up COMPRO test bigggggggggggg time.The 2nd and 3rd question were meant to kill students and kill it did.All I did was most of the outputs.Fuck the calculations and everything else.I'm screwed.I can kiss my A bye bye.

I'm looking forward to getting out of NP already.And,I'm only in my first year.GOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This week has definitely been one of the worst weeks ever.Everyone in class has been at their sleepiest and weakest this week.So strange.Though,some things in school are worth mentioning.Makes it all interesting.

During MDA today...

Lecturer:What happened to Syahmi?Still not in school?
Wardah:Aiya 'cher,he pass away already lah.Hahaha.
Hafiz;*looks at wardah and gives serious face for 5 secs and then looks back at teacher* ya he pass away already.hehehe.

MDA part 2...
FNCU:*says something stupid*
Sepapan Bestie:*Points to nose* KENTOT KENTOT KENTOT!!! (meaning fart.)

Well,there's smth else but I'm too tired to blog.Will just quote wardah:

"the pt is at block 5. so when erza and i stepped into the lift, there's a guy outside saying, "WAIT..... WAIT..... WAIT......". i heard the guy but i just hold the CLOSE button. when the doors closed, i said, "SUCK ON IT, DUMBASS!!!", loudly inside the lift....

when we reached level 3, we went to different class because the usual room was dark and closed. then, Mr. Lee Thian Pau said the room is opened.... while we were going to the usual room, we talked about the incident in the lift....

then, the tutor, KC, said, "so it was you lah inside the lift just now...".[he should say something like that]. we burst out laughing!!!! i thought the guy was someone else. i don't believe it when he said it was him!!!"

Okay very much that.Bye!






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1.It's gonna be something you'll regret forever if I'm never there anymore.Be thankful that I'm staying strong just to make sure I can still be your pillar of support.Not because you want me to,but because I feel the need to.

2.My heart's so damn fragile right now.And,it's hard to not fall for you.I promised myself that what I feel for you would be nothing more than a platonic relationship.But,the things that you do,makes it 10 times harder.

3.Our pledge.The truest thing ever man.Cause you're my homie!Gf/wife to anyone,you're still my top priority,bitch!

4.Cheer uppppppppppppppppppppp!

5.I'm sorry.I didn't mean to add insult to injury.I know you're hurting and she's a bitch for breaking your heart.I know I shouldn't have said what i did.But you're really being weak.You're stronger than that,dude!

98 words

Speed test

Hurrah.I've been bored at school that I resort to such circumstances.Heh.Don't mind me.

School's been...well,I rather not mention about it.Let's just say it has been less pleasing than I thought it would be.Everyone's here fucked.And,I'm only waiting for Mikoh to finish her o levels and get her butt here over in NP.

Mikoh,rmb our vow aight!Hahaha.

1.Cheer up brotherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
2.You stinky pig.
3.Fuck you.
4.This is not an actual message for anybody except for the first one.

I got tagged by Marion!

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation.
b) Tag 5 other people to do the same once you’ve finished answering every question.

1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday:


2. A place you’d like to travel to:


3. Your favourite place:


4. Your favourite food:


5. Your favourite animal:


6. Your favourite color:


7. Your favourite piece of clothing:


8. Your favourite song:

tears by marques houston.SEXAYE.

9. Your favourite tv show:


10. First name of your significant other / crush:

hahaha.i'm sure fans of this boy would know.

11. The town in which you live in:

sialahhhhh?

12. Your screen name / nickname:

holla!


13. Your first job:


14. Your dream job:

wordddd.

15. A bad habit you have:

HAHAHAHA


16. Your worst fear:


17. The one thing you’d like to do before you die:


18. The first thing you’ll buy if you get $1,000,000:


5 idiots tagged:
1)Your Grandma.
2)Your Mother.
3)Your Father.
4)My cat
5)You..

If this is love,then I guess love has never looked this perfect for me.It feels so right and my friends tell me,I should just follow my heart.But yet,I don't have enough guts to go up to you and tell you because I'm afraid to know the answer and I won't stand having another heartbreak.



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Yesterday was a super happy day for me.MY BABY WON HIS RACE!:))))) LEWIS HAMILTON YES YES YES!MY BABY BABY!

My other baby won his match against Roger Federer and became the champion of the Wimbledon Open!YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.RAFAEL NADAL FINALLY KICK ROGER'S BUTT!MY (other) BABY BABY!

Okay that's all folks.

People can say what they want about me but that's just how I role.I've got every right to be a bitch just like everyone else (:

School was a fucking dread today.

Let me be a bitch.There's this fat fuck (i'm not any skinnier but hey,who gives a shit.) in my class by the name of khaifuckingrul whom I absolutely abhor because he is irritating,attention seeking and not to mention an impotent insensitive motherfucker.So he has decided to repetitively mention the word "Gay" while pointing to me and Wardah (the girl I'm always hanging out with.) Okay,so let's see.I'm out with Mikoh alone,I'm gay.I'm out with Randee alone,I'm gay.I'm out with Marion alone,I'm gay.Wow.I'm one damn multi-timer gay piece of awesome shit ain't I?Goodness.He's a pathetic SON OF A BITCH (finally I get to use this to the perfection.) who has no fucking life other than to make fun of people,seek attention that his parents has sadly not given to him and flirt with chinese girls who will never be interested in him.

I don't give a shit even if he reads this.He can confront me all he wants.But I believe that he doesn't have solid enough balls (any to start with...?) to make him straight what more confront me.I pointed a double middle finger at the bunch of boys from my class walking to engmec class despite it being only for khaifuckingrul.I think yasser saw it,but I don't give a shit.It wasn't meant for him.But if he thinks it is,that's none of my business.My conscience is clear.

Ughhhhh.

On a lighter note,
I finally got somewhat a burden of my chest today!First Loser (FLORENCE!) finally heard my story.Hahaha.And it's a secret between us two.Yay (:

Oooooooh.Maybe I'm gay with florence now.*rolls eyes*

I'm so annoyed by people who simply are moronic to not be sensitive.Whatever.I'm bi-curoius.HAHA.

Guys.Hmm.They're all the same.When we first see them,we think they're hot.Then we we get to know them,every little thing they do is so adorable to us.When we get together with them,we want them right beside us every single minute.And,when marriage comes,everything just goes downhill from there.Their personality when we first know them seems too good to be true.And in the end,it (almost) always is.

I'm going to be there for you whether it's spiritually or physically.I won't let anything happen to you.That fucking bastard deserves to fucking die.He didn't stop to think for one second that he has a kid who happens to be someone we all love.I hope whoever that whore is,her pussy will rot till no guy would ever want to touch her again.YOU FUCKING SLUT.But wait,that guy's a fucking dick as well.Oh wait,he does think with his dick more than he does with his brains.

Guys are stanky bastards.

Things have been messed up more than ever.Fuck it.

Smallie,you take care of yourself and calm yourself down.Things are all gonna be okay soon enough.I'm sure of that.Like I said,"rain,shine,earthquake or tsunami,imma still be here!" ((((: I love you!

I miss TheClique so horriblyyyyyyyyyyy >:( Even though I met 3/5 of them on Sunday nights.Gee.How I miss the laughters.

I actually got an educational lesson from watching a cartoon.Gee.Must be the overdose of homework.

Skipped school today.Sickkkk >: (

I'm dreading school more than anythingggggggg ): I'm really starting to not like school and I'm so scared that I might lose my concentration and might not be able to maintain my grades.GAH,LIFE HAS BEEN SO STRESSFUL >: (

Tuesday.Ah yes,my favourite day of the week.COMT class was super super super boring.All we did was 2 surveys and after that watched "Mind Your Language" and "Mary Poppins" (!!!) I love Mary Poppins!Okay,so basically that was it for COMT.I was panicking for IAC class >:( The presentation and all.But,it turned out better than expected!((((: During one of the presentations,Darius accidentally hit Jazz's face that he almost kissed him.HAHA.Amin and Hafiz were laughing their asses off.It was tooooooooooo funny.Hafiz started knocking his head on the table because he was too sleepy.Hahaha.Lousy.For the first time that boy was like dead.He was telling us how he was so sad that he had to cut his hair.GEEZ.Random.

Home sweet home.I wanna showerrrrrrr.