I hate how these holidays have made me think a lot.Like,really a lot.More than I ever should.Hah.

Today,I started wondering why I chose to do audio technology.I started asking myself,why of all the freaking careers,did I choose to work my way up being a sound engineer.Then,I realized.It was actually the second best thing I wanted to do because my first option was unrealistic,ridiculous and never going to happen.

Some adult taught me how to wave when I was about 5 years old.And I knew immediately my first love was dancing.Hip hop dance seemed really cool when you're 5 you know.(It still is to me.) Kept on dancing all the way till I was 11 and then I quit.For some stupid reason,I quit dancing.So in secondary school,I picked something else that involved performing.Band.I guess people will never understand that adrenaline rush I get when I'm on stage.I'm not at all afraid to get up on stage to dance/sing/play an instrument/host.In fact,I love it so much.So along the way,I stopped dancing.I stopped performing.Hence,my only other choice to be in the entertainment industry is to be "behind the scenes".I think it's going to be a really awesome career.I hope one day,I'd be able to say, "I fucking love my job!".I wanna be that person.Audio technology is hella dope.I'm going to be a damn good one,God willing.

Damn.All I ever wanted to do was dance!